Old thoughts

English Translation - Deep Forest
I'm sure that the heart I left behind still lies hidden in the heart of the deep, deep forest.
Exhausted, without the strength to search people vanish into the infinite darkness.
If it's so small, I wonder if I can see it even now?
As we live on, we lose a little bit more. Shrouded in falsehoods and lies, we stand frozen to the spot, unable to cry out.
The days pass by and change, without us even realizing how blue the sky really is.
Overcoming that made-up scheme, we live the present, and our rusted hearts begin to beat again!
If we can find the rhythm of time, we can fly once again.
As we live on, we lose a little bit more. Shrouded in falsehoods and lies, we stand frozen to the spot, unable to cry out.
We live our lives wandering to the ends of the earth. Believing in you, now I begin my journey with you, in search of the light.
We live our lives wandering to the ends of the earth. Closing off the way back, we walk on for eternity.
We live our lives standing frozen to the spot, unable to cry out, for eternity...

This is an old song..im sure ive posted about it b4 :P "Fukai Mori" but i was going over the lyrics again, and it kinda opened my eyes to something. the lines "closing off the way back, we walk on for eternity." is very powerful...im not sure how to say it anyway else, but what i can say is that this song seems to be about growing up. this song means something to me cause it reminds me to look at the blue sky, and to take the time to "find the light" or unshroud myself. i think it really reflects how i feel about life, and i kno myself haf often found myself "frozen to the spot, unable to cry out."
i guess with eachother, u guys (my friends) and me, can find a way to guide eachother in the "darkness and falshoods" and see the wonders of this world, as if thru the eyes of a child. ^.^a i hope ne way.

well...i rlly hope this inspires u ppl in some way :3

-hoshi

The Deer

The deer seemed to dance slowly with hesitence from the deep blue hidden brook. Markus' eyes widened from his hiding place within near by bushes, the smell of fresh vegetation and stilled dirt filling his senses. Trying not to make a single movement, he watched as Clove held out his long, pale fingers to the elegant doe.
With a voice that reminded one of sweet raindrops, the young man coaxed and hummed until soft furr touched his fingertips.
Markus observed a silent conversation between the two, as Clove's chesnut eyes fluttered with catch's of sunlight, and his usually stiff, sturdy body, relaxed under his heavy cloack. Despite the confidence in his ablity to conceal himself, Markus could feel an itch on his ankle that was probably caused by a myschevious twig. With experience, he was able to keep perfectly still, even after the doe had darted back into the cover of the thick wood.
"Our pursurers are not far from here," Clove finally declared, folding his hands and staring off into the forest with a dreamy look.
Emerging from his hiding place, Markus took a quick look around with calm movements. "And, what of shelter?"
His eyes slowly shut for a moment, and then opened for his response. "There are cosmos ruins north west of here."
The young warrior's eyes widened. "We can't go there."
"I assure you, there's nothing you should fear, but of course it's you're choice."
Markus stared at the back of Clove's head for a moment, short blonde strands emerged fondly in the sunlight. A feeling of anger bubbled in his stomach before speaking.
"Is there any other choice?"
"None."
Nodding, Markus unshethed his sword and held it towards Clove with a somber, yet apologetic look. "Then lead the way."

^.^ shouldnt b writing..should b working..off to work!

if ne1 wants to kno more about this just ask :D